In the other day he knew for the sister of it. It was humiliated pra me during one year, but I did not want plus that life. I lost contact, I changed of way, I released the work and I was alone studying, and all of the house of it if had moved, and I ignored the paradeiro of it, after fifteen years I am that he knew that it is in the house per two years, if killing for me cause. I do not know that type of person I am, alone I know that I forgot never it, but I ask myself why I left as much bad thing to happen? Why I did not obtain to be mature? Why I did not help it? It will be that the fact to have sixteen years can be taken in consideration? It finds that not. When he knew that it went to be married, already we were five years separate, exactly thus, was a shock, I drank and I was to the house of a person who until then I considered friend, I I studied with it, I was there leaving itself to lead, until I talked with it on the Giba, but what I did not foresee, he finished happening, but a time, I condemned myself. They are things that it never forgot, the fact of I to have been of this colleague of which it nor cites the name and to have seen me kissing me with another one little time after people having finished. During the months that we are together, it was the sky and the hell pra me, I I was happy, very happy with it, but it massacreed also for still feeling me the so present past in its mind. The truth is that same begging for it not to leave me, it made equal what I made with it, it did not retrocede, and now my pain came back, what I felt with the lack of it, now return with the disdain that it feels for my past.
They can until if asking, but it also did not marry? He did not constitute family? He also did not have another person? The reply he is yes, but I do not have excuses, I imposed this it, when I decided not to want more. Today we are separate, eight months of perfect love, eight months as of the first time. I without it, it without me. This necessary pain to pass, needs
